Is love always this hard

I liked you so much
You don’t even know
But I guess
I have to let you go

I wish we could go back
That Friday night
Maybe things would be better
And we would be together

I hate my life
I really do
If you just new
I need you

But now its to late
And I cant go back
All I can feel is the hate
You have for me now

I hope it doesn’t last
Cause I will really miss you
We fought in the past
But nothing like this

Why is life so hard?
Is it just me
Or do I share the same feelings
as my peers?