the thought of having you

I liked you a lot
And I still do
But I messed up
And there is nothing I can do

You like my best friend
And he likes you
I hope you 2 are happy
Cause I cant be with you

I still hold memories
And the talks we had
I wish I could have you back
Cause now it seems like im always sad

I guess everyone cant be happy
But I wish I was
Cause I would be with you
And we could share a lot more memories

But right now I don’t have you
And probably never will
Im glad your happy
While im stuck here missing you